A little solitude

One thing, about the internet, great way to keep on contact with people, great way to get misunderstood for just about anything.

I'll run the risk of get chewed over again, here, but hey, this is MY BLOG, and I run this place, if you can't handle my thoughts, you shouldn't be reading this eh?

Rough week, cough was killing me, I was pms-ey, emotionally confused and voila! I get a nice early trick or treat present from someone whom I'm not particularly keen on hearing from. Ever again. First night couldn't even finish a glass of wine, was too bushed.

Second night, the thoughts, hormones and wine really kicked in. And horror of horrors, I started crying, and it wasn't a one tear perfect movie moment. It was "Boo hoo hoo hoo!!" (You shoulda seen the admin's face when she saw my poofy eyes the following morn, heh.)

The last time I did that was like, 4 years ago? And I had a pretty damn good reason for it too.

But this time, I have absolutely no idea why. Cos the present bugged me? Sure. Cos my hormones? Probably. Anything else? Hrmm.....

If there's one thing I have learnt from this week, it is that I let people get me down too easily. Thought I had conquered that point, but no, I'm still too easily influenced.

In any case, this is a classic example of "You know what, if you can't handle my vices, sorry, bye bye." Simply too tiring to accommodate everything. Here's 10:

1.) I hate, I really hate waking up in the mornings unless it is for work
2.) I like to drink when I'm out at clubs/bars
3.) I hate jokes when you poke fun of others, no seriously, not funny
4.) I hate it when people insist they are right and dismiss you when they are proved wrong
5.) I hate waiting for people, period, especially if they are more than 15 mins late
6.) I like my alone time and will ignore my phone, msn and my mom if I am in my zone
7.) I hate hearing people complain about their lack of money, or in my opinion, their poor budgeting sense
8.) I have 3 alarm clocks, live with it
9.) Yes, I need my morning coffee, no I'm not useless without it, and no, hating coffee doesn't make you cool
10.) I HATE HATE HATE salty popcorn


Give yourself some alone time, figure out what your 10 vices are. See, this is what I do when I am not talking. Personal contemplation.

Last thing I contemplated, the worst thing about having shit happening to you, is not the shit, but that you don't have someone to just curl up, roll into bed with and sleep it off.